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Monday, June 1, 2009, 9:17:00 PM
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* while eating, my mind flashed scenes of me & him .. the times he will hug me randomly , pull me to him and kiss me .. those were things i nvr thought were points of a da nan ren .. bringing me to fancy restaurants to eat .. trying to keep a surprise for me yet always failing to do so .. * cos i too smart .. come to think of it .. i've always been in a fairtytale relationship .. the one i've always longed for .. like what i see in shows .. but i always rmb the good parts .. & not the parts that the cpl in the show , had fights too .. today , something really proved to me that i still love him .. that idiot has his msn nick saying that he was bed-ridden in ttsh .. at that moment i was shocked dumb founded that i really din know what to react .. i called & sms him yet no reply .. really thought he was in the hospital .. den i went to bathe and tried calling his hse .. when i heard his voice , it felt so comforting .. & the first thing i wanted to do was to just scold him .. cos i knew nth was wrong with him .. well, not something that serious la .. that ass hole !! our love .. will it continue ? cos i think i finally realise u make up part of me .. and while that part of me was gone during these few days , i was not me .. i would stare in daze , auto leaving myself out from conversations in sch .. i really think .. it's time that part came back to me .. but i need time to prepare first .. just promise me u wun do stupid things again .. or say stupid things .. if not , i will make sure u are really bed ridden in ttsh .. BAKA ! * this is the post in your blog that i felt love again... you gave me hope, but now ? its only a few hours passes only, you said you don't love me anymore... why ? what thing did i said or do anything stupid this time ? that you can just simply don't love me that fast ? tell me, because i really don't know myself... seeing him sending you home... i don't know why... i felt afraid. i felt pain like knifes piercing through my heart. i'm shivering. i'm crying. what did you expect me to do if i don't walk away ? i'm not trying to act noble... but, you want me to walk with you two ? then what about him ? or, should i ask ? what am i ? i don't know, are you hurt just now ? if yes ? i can't find a reason why... me ? yes, i am seriously hurt... and, i really don't think i could get back from this... i think we have broke even there... i left you a scar that takes time to heal ? but, you left me a scar that will never ever heal up... not even time or another person... i have truly broken down... i really can't take this anymore... |
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