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Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 5:03:00 PM
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is it because of me thats why you got scolded ? i felt real bad amd guilty about it. you called, but yet, the cold and unfamilir tone of yours, tells me something is not right about you. then, you cried telling me all about, you, yourself, and, your family. i can hear and feel from that sorrow voice of yours. at that very moment, your like a desperate soul crying out for relief. and, the need of some one by your side, to embrace you, to comfort you, telling you that everythings is gonna be alright. yet, i couldn't be there for you. i'm really sorry dar. but still, i'm really worried about you, afraid that something might happen to you. so, the least i could do was to rushes over to your place. and, to stay outside there, ensuring that you will be fine. you can scold me stupid or beat me, for doing this. but, don't ask me why i did it... cause i myself, also don't know why i'm doing that... lols ~ i really don't know, but, one thing is certain, and thats my LOVE for you ~ maybe sometimes, i just do things before it even came upon my mind. and, i hope this thing i did is the right thing ? or, is there even a RIGHT or WRONG to it ? seconds, minutes, and, hours just seems to pass by so slowly. but, finally... the first sight of you in the morning, really felt great and relief. all the waiting seems to be worth it, the tired-ness and the worried feelings just seems to went away too... well, or perhaps a little ? lols. i wanted to just simply give you a hug; asking you; are you okay ? and, telling you; that everythings is gonna be alright... but, i didn't do it. cause i know you just bathed, and, i'm kinda stink too. abit AC ? =X lol... DAR, you won't have to face any problems alone anymore, cause i will be there by your side together going through it with you. f o r e v e r ~ 我会永远的在你身旁陪你度过这一生 ~ last but not least, DAR, 我是真的真的很爱你, 我不会在爱其她人了. okay, thats about it... i'm going to fetch you le, DAR. your going for test le... so, all the best ! Sunday, July 27, 2008, 2:06:00 AM
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i heard my hp rings cause of the sms, at about 10.4x am... but, i'm just to tired to drag my sleepy ass of my bed. to see who is it from, but i know most probably is from DAR de. SORRY DAR ~ =X then i finally woke up at 11.3x plus to see the sms. out of the sudden... the thought of giving DAR a surprise, sending her home after her driving lesson just flashes across my mind. i did'n think much bout it, so i straight away jump off from my bed, and, went running to bath... btw. the journey from Braddell MRT station to Bukit Gombak station, takes about 40 plus mins. okay. anyway, my plan of surprising her, was to stand outside of the driving school there, then at there act cool wait for her. and, after that go had our "candle-light" lunch... =X but, it doesn't went according to what i had in mind... when i was almost reaching there. DAR sms-ed me saying; she had ended her lesson, and is going off le. then i was like; wa ha ha ha... surprise surprise surprise ~ =D then i sms her asking; then how you going back lei ? *without her knowing i'm fetching her* then she reply; oh, my dad is coming to fetch me. i was like... TENNNNNN DENNNNNNNN ~ i was totally stunned. i felt SUPER DUPER ah hai ! T.T she called asking; huh ? then how ? ask my dad send us back to my house there, then we go have our lunch lor... i was thinking, phew. heng ar. i don't have to alone, ah hai take train back again. after the lunch taken at the market near DAR house, we went back to her house to chill... chill, play, joke, tickle, kiss, hug, rest, at her house till about half past seven. then we went to Tiong bahru? to had our dinner @ Kopitiam... after that, jiu blah blah blah... and, now i'm at home... just finish blogging... and i'm heading to bed now ~ tata. Friday, July 25, 2008, 2:40:00 PM
Seize the day.
Seize the day by Avenged Sevenfold. * enjoy ~ * Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry, These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past. I found you here, now please just stay for a while, I can move on with you around. I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever ? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done. We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you... I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time... But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where should we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time... But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trails in life, questions of us existing here don't wanna die alone without you there Please tell me what we have is real... So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again? I never want to leave you, and the memories for us to see, I beg don't leave me... Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there Please tell me what we have is real... (Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day) I stand here alone Falling away from you, no chance to get back home. Thursday, July 24, 2008, 1:41:00 PM
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![]() * The Dark Knight * a straight, 6 out of 5 stars. its definately worth the watch, even if its $10 on the weekend... missed this movie, don't ever said your living in the year 2oo8 ~ i'm not being 夸张 or what, its REALLY god damn good, trust me on that. watching this movie, theres one part that makes me felt like crying... its on the cruise part, watch it yourself and maybe you will feels it. Humanity. 人性. is all i could say. one sad fact about the movie was, The joker aka Heath Ledger. is dead already... * yesterday watched it with DAR. at first she does not want to watch it de. cause, she said she don't like this kind of super hero movie, but, in the end ? she loves the movie ~ ha ha. we so called had our early dinner @ 日本村, just at the basement of The Cathay. we had buffet, the food were nice, service was good, and, it has much more variety of foods. compare to Sakae sushi... okay, thats all for yesterday. one last thing, Sorry ah dar. Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 11:20:00 AM
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i'm sick ~ down with cough, fever and flu. great. when i wanted to get sick it don't let me, now that i'm on off, i'm really sick. so GREAT huh. never mind bout that, yesterday. DAR came over my house to take care of me, this sick patient. 真是辛苦 你了, ah dar... 谢谢你照顾 ! =D and, she skipped her school for that, which i felt real bad about it. T.T but, after the care N love she gave while taking care of me, i really felt better ! maybe thats the power of LOVE ~ ha ha... we took quite a numbers of pictures, wait for DAR to send me then i will upload some of it ba. after feeling better in the evening, we went to Cineleisure to see DAR's favourite, SCRUMPY? * hope i spelled correctly * but, she don't seems to like it. BUT ~ i think i will still get it for her... lols. after our trip to Cineleisure, we walked over to Plaza Singapura... and also, racked our mind to decide what shall we eat ~ and, our final choice is... CARL's JR. ~ DAR's order was, bacon Swiss crispy chicken sandwich. while mine was, Charbroiled chicken club sandwich. both tasted amazingly DELICIOUS, and we were super duper full ~ =D after our FULLing dinner, we shopped around PS. DAR saw this Emily bag that she liked ALOT, she asked be to buy it then she will pay me back next month. i tease her saying; "don't want la." "you buy yourself." "i go put it back for you." but eventually, i will buy it for her de but just wanting to tease her only. see her face going grumpy never fails to make me love her more. lols ~ on our way going up to daiso, we passed by couple lab which reminds me, of putting our date engraving on our rings. 01.06.08. it takes bout 15 mins. so we went up to daiso first. i wanted to go BEST denki to look for my earphones, so i dragged DAR along with me ! and so, brought my audio-technica earphones ~ finally, have been wanting to get one. when all the shopping were done, we bus-ed to queenstown, sending DAR home. then, i train-ed back home. now ~ i'm at home, still feeling feverish and the cough N flu just wont seems to go away. super duper uncomfortable. / 辛苦. T.T think i'll rest awhile ba, going to meet DAR at 3 pm. still got bout 2 hours to rest ~ alright, rest time for the sick patient. thats all folks ~ Sunday, July 20, 2008, 2:01:00 AM
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that day at your house. sorry... for me to like, purposely TRYING my best to ignore you. as usual, its because of him calling. him coming into our life, i will ALWAYS get affected by that. cause i know, whenever he called you or what, its like when your mind is 100% me. he will come and take away 10% of me to him, or even more. thats why it alway affects me. but, i know your trying real hard to forget him. and, i trust you will be able to do so. =D alright, lets drop that aside... just now when DAR called me, she was like fidgety and frustrated... knew somethings not right. the way she talked, its very weird. she said she's was stress. she lost the Remonzi. she's said she's very sad. then, she cried. cried saying she really missed me alot. then, all i could do was just sat there, held the phone to my ear only. totally couldn't do anything about it. i really really wanna just rushes to her side when i heard her crying, to simply gave her a hug to calm her down, or, even just be there for her... but, she said NOOOOO ~ T.T DAR, please... you have to be able to stay strong and endure, when i'm not physically by your side, k ? but, be sure to know that mentally i will never fails to be there for you de... AH DAR, i LOVE you ! Sunday, July 13, 2008, 10:40:00 PM
HAPPY birthday !
Happy birthday to myself ! =D did anyone heard me shouting; " this is the most wonderful birthday i ever had ! " lols... the story goes. i woke up at 10.30 am today. dad wake me up. call me go eat Mian Xian. early morning ask me eat Mian xian, kinda blur blur and no appetite to eat anything... but one thing that i'm clear of was, its delicious. =X after the Mian xian, i dive back into my warm blanket to sleep awhile more. SHAUNG ahhh ~ then, DAR sms-ed me saying; " 大懒猪 ! time to wake up le hor, the sun is burning your 屁股了 ~ " lols, cute. and, when i wanted to go bathe and prepare myself. DAR sms asked me to wait first, don't go. i was like. huh ? how come wait first ? i knew she was up to something already, and, i was right. DAR gave me a surprise by coming over to my NEST. the reason she ask me not to go bath first, is because she scare later no ones there to open the door for her. ha ha ~ after chill-ing awhile at my NEST, we went over to ah ma house for a steamboat buffet. specially prepared for me ! wa ha ha ha... i love you alot, THANKS MUMMY ! family and DAR where there together to celebrate with me, plus a sumptuous steamboat feasta ! and, it was my first birthday celebrated with DAR. * BONUS * collected quite a few Ang baos ! whats more can i still ask for ? its PERFECTO ~ most of my present were Ang baos, except for DAR's. she brought me a jacket, and, a handmade photo album... she said; the photo album looks more like an anniversary's gift, rather then a birthday gift... and, i agreed too. ha ha... LAST but not LEAST... she, HERSELF was a gift to me ! lolsss ! i'm loving all of it ~ the gifts she gave, the surprises she had for me, and the accompany of her. really made today all worth while ~ thanks for the wonderful day DAR... 老婆. 我爱你 ! Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 2:38:00 AM
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i'm missing you, badly ! for the whole day... couldn't sms you the whole afternoon, due to my hi-card got no more balance left... BAD ! lucky today was the com lab day, and, still manage to find you online. if not i would have died missing you... the need of sms-ing you, is not mainly to know where you are or what you're doing... but the need of me constantly telling you, how much i LOVE and MISSES you, ah dar... * 我 很 幸 福, 因 为爱 我 的 人 是 我 爱 的 人 希 望 你 永 远 都 不 会 离 开 我 , 王 恺 俐, 我 这 一 生 都 只 会 爱 你 一 个 ♥ Sunday, July 6, 2008, 11:12:00 PM
cancer man.
the CANCER MAN The most sensitive man and the weakest emotional type in all Zodiac. Most Artists are Cancer. Cancer is controlled by the "Moon" and, the moon change it's shape daily, so Cancer man's emotional and moods change all the time too. You will confuse with him and yet, it is his constantly changes that "Charm" you. He never go to get what he wants directly, but he will wait for a chance and, opportunity to do so. Once he gets what he wants, he will not loose it, except if he get tired of it by himself. The most sensitive man who can not stand rejection. He cares what other people feel or think of him. He hates loosing face and, he tends to over protected himself, so sometimes people might think he is a cold person. Gifted, creative, imaginative, is Cancer. A mystery and complexity play a major role in a life of a Cancer man. He could be, very funny, very quiet, suddenly very sad. Living with him could be very unexpected, for you will not know what is his next mood. If you like excitement and surprise, you have the right guy, and, never have a chance to get bored. He thinks of his home as "nest" and, it is the safest place for him. If he feels hurt or depress he will stay at home alone quietly. Once he feels better, he will come out of his retreat and, lives normally again. *TRUE* Being a looser is not him. It is so easy to fall in love with this guy because, he is gentle and a very polite guy. His wit and creative mind could win your affection. He will come out from his nest to protect you, even if he is not opening himself up to other people much. *TRUE* Not many people will win his heart. His security is only when he has money in his pocket. Once he feels secure then he might think of having a happy family. Even he likes to make and keep money, he is not stingy. Spending money is part of his good image, so he will be happy to spent money, to take you out to a very expensive restaurant, or buy a jewelry for you. *F**King TRUE* Certainly when he has money, got it ? He is possessive to everything's that he thinks belong to him. Don't try to talk to another cute guy in front of him, he will get suspicion because, he is not very secure or confident in himself for this kind of competition. *DAMN TRUE* Once you know each other too much, he will start to look for new excitement, but not to worry for he will always think of you. If he thinks you are the true love for him, and you try once to disappear. You will be sure he will come and look for you. *FALSE* He is a shy guy, but if he likes you. You can get up in the morning and, see that he is in front of your house everyday... till you go out with him, a very persistent guy. He likes a secure, cheerful and lively woman, confident but at the same time always act proper and appropriate. He likes a secure woman, but able to adjust to his rapid changes. A very difficult type to find woman indeed. *but i have found it !* In the beginning, you and him will be so sugary sweet together, and he will only think of you. This so "super romantic" will not last forever, so don't slip this chance. If you are the one who want his interest, then act and make yourself interesting. Be a supportive person and give him compliment sometimes, but not too much till he thinks you are not sincere. *FALSE* Unlike many other Zodiac, if he is mad then you better get out of that room. He will calm down by himself. Giving him a slight touch on his shoulders or, concerned facial expressions are enough. He loves his mother, so try to be his mother favorite, but do not act like his mother! *SUPER TRUE* , 7:33:00 PM
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dar was having sort of like a weekly family gathering, over at her aunt's house. after finish marching the NDP NEshow 1. and booked out at 21.3x. i rushes down from camp to meet at dar. i reaches at bout, 22.1x. ME trying to seduce her, i went to find her with me wearing my no.3. cause she will fantasize me when i'm wearing that ~ wa ka ka ka. =X okay, back to the subject. we went to SCCaK at the shelter just besides a playground. cause dar have to be back home by 23.00, and when i reaches there its almost 22.xx le... so after that i walked her home... only meet up awhile. but, nevermind cause we already have tomorrow the whole day planned. i went over to find MUMMY at her pub, also to see hows my BRO randy doing there... MUMMY's pub closing at 0200 am, i reaches there about 23.4x. out of a sudden, dar called me... telling me that tomorrow is her grandma birthday, which she totally forgot about it ~ lol ? which kinda spoiled the things we planned, and, ah dar keep apologize-ing to me... its fine de, although the SOMETHING which i was super looking forward to it de, has to be cancel ! =X back to my MUMMY's pub... i had to chill and slack there for about 2 plus hour. then go to ah ma house with MUMMY to grab my stuffs. and, head back to toa payoh... reaches home at about, 04.2x. and, slept at around 05.xx... TODAY ~ woke up at 08.30, dar morning call me. but i went back to sleep again. LOLS. lucky i didn overslept, cause i'm meetin dar N her parents for breakfast. its important and wont want to be late, you know ? we went to ate porridge at somewhere, which i don't know where. lols. after that, we went to swimming CUM playing, =X at the chinese garden there de swimming complex... don't know why but, after the swim. i had a hard time walking,,, both of my foot there de vein hurt like mad ~ dun knw wads wrong with it. when we're done swimming le, we went to IMM for our "light" dinner and slack around there till bout 17.4x... cause dar is going to her ah ma house to celebrate le... and, the conclusion... now, i'm back at home and updating my blog, with a super LONG post. *and the foot there is still fcukinnnngg pain !* |
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