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Sunday, May 31, 2009, 10:59:00 PM
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* 不是我的错, 我们都听过 完美的时候 要更多 吵架时候说得太多 有时候的我, 真想和你一样沉默 不想当那 罗罗嗦嗦 水也灭不掉的火 也许当男人真的很难忍(没那么难忍) 少了点风度 还是不承认 有时候错了 并不知道错了 不想借口 只是直接一点说 有时候女孩 没那么小孩 心里的无奈 也需要点关怀 遗憾的已都变成勉强了 怎么能 重新再来. * can i be your 大男人 and you be my 小女孩 ? =D to me, 1st of June will always be a very special date... cause that is when i first hold your hand, then asking you for your permission after that... though i know that was seriously lame ~ but hey, thats me okay ? after all, thats how we started of ain't we ? ha ha... well, 46 mins more to 12:00 am... and its 11:14 pm now, hmm, your still not home yet. i wonder who will you be spending it with ? lols... well, just wanna tell you, take care of yourself and be careful, 小女孩... 1st June marks 1 year of our life. Friday, May 29, 2009, 10:50:00 AM
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即使挽回了, 恐怕也只会给你造成更大的伤害 o 所以我明白了, 爱你是放你远走高飞 o Sunday, May 24, 2009, 12:15:00 PM
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when, you could said you love him this sec ? then you can just say i don't love you anymore the next sec ? or even, i have never even loved you before. ha ha... its okay... you don't have to be the bitch, but let me be the bastard instead. i will let everybody know... yes, i am the one that cost you all your painful suffering... who ask you out only when i needed you and made use of you, who did all this fucked up things, who made you cried over and over again, who hurt you with my over-protective love, who didn't gave you the freedom to go out with your guy friends... and, i know all my faults will never comes to an end, as there is too many of them... well, you don't have to worry anymore cause you have your freedom back already. no more Mr. bastard will come and pester you or restrict you anymore... now that you have spoken the trues, and i know they came from the bottom of your heart... " I NEVER LOVED U BEFORE. " since you are so cruel enough to say it, then this sentence shall be brand onto my heart, and the scar will stays there forever. thanks... because i have woke up from the deep slumber, due to the pain of the brand-ing. thank you for the wonderful illusion of love, the almost-seem-so-real-mirage of them you have gave me for the past 329 days. now, i shall cursed myself, to prevent the suffering of the others... like what i did you you. that i shall NEVER ever be loved by anyone, cause a bastard like me don't deserve any of it. farewell, LOVE... you will never be coming back into my life again. and, i will be all alone from now onwards. but i will be at least true-ful to myself and admits that, I HAVE LOVED YOU BEFORE. Friday, May 22, 2009, 11:33:00 PM
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guess i will update my blog before i go to sleep... not like SOMEONE, so lazy to update her blog... =X alright... enjoyed myself today, a lot... i hope you did too ? well, we went to watch a movie at Cathay; Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian. lols... it was funny and nice, would give it a 4 out of 5 stars... oh yeah... and before our movie, we went to have our lunch cum dinner at 日本村. buffet style... wooo ~ it was dang full... we started eating at 2.30 pm till around 4 pm like that... lols... and basically, we just squeeze in as much food as we could ! ha ha... what a fun filled day it was huh ? well, it is to me, as long as its spent with you ~ not very mushy, right ? =) tomorrow, morning shift... Saturday; burned. the day after, night shift... Sunday; burned. my precious weekend just got burned like that... in a snap of a finger... GONE ! guess i will just go to sleep and stop whining... good night to you, Little Miss busy-with-ALOT-of-things. * Counting down; 10 more days... * Monday, May 18, 2009, 8:17:00 PM
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my OJT finally started already... and, its gonna last for 1 month or so... and during this 1 month, its gonna be like shit... need to cramp a lot of information into my tiny brain... a lot of Sai Gang to do... and the timing will be sucky too... because, now my working routine will be... 1 day morning; 8 am ~ 8 pm. 1 day night; 8 pm ~ 8 am. then follow by; Off. and Standby... then the same old routine over again... but, heard they say when you are on standby you will have to go back... which totally sucked ! =.= and, i kinda realize something... woman is such a funny creature... know why i would say that ? because, when sometimes you care for them too much, it became Restrictions... then they will ask you to stop restricting them... and when you finally decide not to restrict them, which is not to care about them anymore... THEN, they will turn to you and say... why you never "care" about me already ? you don't love me anymore ? which it turns out to be what they so called; "Restrictions." lols... am i wrong ? Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 6:04:00 PM
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i really hope you do, cause i really can't hang on any longer... reading your blog's archives starting from June 2008, just makes me realize how much i missed you... we came all the way through from strangers to friends, and finally, into a relationship... being a couple... we were fighting off all sort of things like where to go or what to eat... but, we manage to get pass each obstacles that keeps coming our way... i know we didn't deal with it perfectly nor logically... but thats us, right ? i certainly may not be the best in the world, but i'm willing to do my best to become one for you... i really wanna hold your hands up once again, looking you straight in the eyes... telling you how much i love you and i miss you, since we have been separated... this time, hands held tightly shall never be let go ever again... i promise you... dar, where are you ? i have changed already, though its still not very obvious enough, but i really really did... and i want you to see it... will you come back to see it for yourself ? Sunday, May 10, 2009, 12:16:00 AM
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went out with her to Suntec, actually, the plan was to get her mum's birthday cum mother day present... then in the end ? went to play arcade, and sing at K-box... lols... had fun of cause... and most importantly, the feelings was back... for awhile... but even for awhile, its more then enough already... ha ha... cannot be too greedy... and, someone called me HERO. lols... cause i help her changed from the ugly? winnie the pooh, to the greeny Scrumpy she have always liked... lols... its okay its okay, don't have to thank me... i will shy ~ =X Thursday, May 7, 2009, 8:12:00 PM
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又站在你家的门口 我们重复沉默 这样子单方面的守候 还能多久 终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔 虽然你还握著我的手 但我已不在你心中 我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧 是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候 別再看著我 说著你爱过 別太伤痛 我不难过 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂 就让我走 让我开始享受自由 回憶很多 你的影子也会充滿我生活 我並不懦弱 你比谁都懂 虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的寬容 抱紧我 再抱紧我 这一份感动 请你让我留在胸口 別在说是你的错 爱到了尽头 是非对错 就让它随风 忘了所有 过得比你快活 我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧 是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候 別再看著我 说著你爱过 別太伤痛 我不难过 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂 不要再说 或許这是最好結果 现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖 松开你的手 离开你左右 我向前走 这会是我 真正的解脱 * suddenly came across this song... while hearing it, with my eyes closed... as i was trying to get every single words into my head... cause the lyric sounded so familiar, about a failed relationship... and, this particular sentence made me felt the most remorse... " 是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候 " Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 5:57:00 PM
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to myself... lols, guess what ? life still goes on huh... the earth is still spinning, the sun is still rising from the east, and, the moon will take over the shift after the sun sets. it's still not the end of the world, like what i predicted if you will to leave me... maybe like what you said; "旧的不去,新的不来." ha ha... that applies to you but, not me... cause it will take me quite some times to forget things, especially this kind of things... might probably take a couple of years, if fast... if not, i think it will never leave me for life and i will never move on... thats me i guess ? lols... 嗨你好 ! 我是倪可乐斯 ~ nicholas tay zi yong, nice to meet you. Saturday, May 2, 2009, 4:42:00 AM
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guess i'm just WAY too naive after all... thinking that just a simple letter with a few words could change things around... ha ha... but, i really did put all my heart and thoughts into each and every single words i wrote... they came from the bottom of my heart... and, i mean it... never mind, just take it as a gift from me ba ? for ? hmm... Happy Labor day, i guess... |
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