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Thursday, January 28, 2010, 12:47:00 AM
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is it just me ? or the people around me are stressing & pressurizing me... take the recent blackshot competition for example, totally felt the lost was due to my lack of skill & confident... if not, we would have secure either a 1st, or 2nd but not a 3rd. work, relationship, family and friends... all this are the core of my life, yet i'm being stressed by the very presence of it. work; i'm not good at what i'm doing... relationship; i'm not being thoughtful enough as a boyfriend when i had you... family; i'm not being a role model, not being a good brother... friend; i can't be there when they needed me... whats wrong with my life ? or should i just ask myself, "whats wrong with me ?" Monday, January 11, 2010, 11:25:00 PM
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woo hoo ! its so nice and comfy, maybe thats why it costs $152... as i'm working now, buying something i like to pamper myself is not something wrong i guess ~ lols. *Excuses.* but, i didn't manage to get my KIK x STAGE collaboration tee, it was sold out... Sad ~ have been working recently, that explains why i didn't have the time to update my blog... *Excuses again actually, i'm just lazy to update it...* *wait a minute, why am i exposing myself here... zzz ~* lifestyle now is waking up at 8 am, work, work and work... all the way till i got home its around 10 pm plus already... to be honest, say its tiring also not that tiring but its just plain boring... well, i guess thats why people call it "Working" huh... looking at the time now, i should be sleeping soundly already yet i'm still here ! oh gosh, got to go ~ have a good night, my fans ! muacksssssssssssssssssssssss <3 lols. Thursday, December 31, 2009, 5:27:00 PM
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yet, i'm still here at home waiting for things to happen when nothing is seems to be happening at all ! i realize that as time passes by, and when big days like this arrived... i will just acknowledge it instead of celebrating it. so bored, the mood and feel just doesn't seems to be there like before anymore... don't you all agree with that ? well... at least a new year may symbols a new start huh, lets just see how it goes for you & for me shall we ? shall wishes everybody a Happy new year ! cheers to 2010 ~ , 4:24:00 AM
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oh oh, and this too ! Stage (Tee) $84 + (Hoodie) $152 = $236. :) Sunday, December 20, 2009, 3:32:00 AM
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sometimes, don't you just wish for the time to stop there for awhile ? so that you will have the time to reminisce the past a little... for me ? i wish that i could go back in time, to when i was still a little kid... lols... yeah, i know that's naive thinking but who doesn't ? that is the time when you can make mistakes, play without any stress and just enjoy every single little thing of your childhood life... life is just plain joyful and simple, don't you just wish it will stay that way forever ? we will only learn how to cherish something when its gone... and when you don't, regrets will be there to haunt you when you have your eyes closed. alright alright, enough of the story telling or poetic sentences already... time to wake up and get my ass back to reality ! have been sleeping real late recently, at the time of 6 or 7 plus in the morning and waking up around the afternoon. have to try my best to adjust back my bio-clock to the normal settings already ! as today morning, i was really really tired... really don't wish to get up and get off the bed, but my phone have been ringing the whole freaking morning ! and when i was answering the call, i know it was lionel i'm talking to, but i totally don't know what he was talking about... i remembered i just mumble my way through the chat because i really want to hurry and end the call so that i could head back to dreamland but i do remember that i told lionel i will be going to his house to chill... lols... after i woke up from my disrupted sleep, i went to get myself prepared and headed for lionel's house. didn't really do much at his house, just chill, slack, play games and spent most of the time trying to repair the chair... oh and about the chair ? i really wanna say, i'm so sorry bro ! for spoiling your chair, i really didn't mean it man ~ well, to cut the story short, that should roughly describe my day today... ha ha... guess its time to hit well, now that you know my feelings towards you... what are you gonna do ? Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 11:08:00 PM
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and since SOMEONE asked me to, here i'm doing it now. well... just to share something random first, i might start working on the January, 2010. ha ha... and White Chocolate Mocha™ from Starbucks was nice, but wine doesn't ! as compared to beer and liquor, i thought wine would have tasted much nicer but seriously... it doesn't, not even a bit... guess i ain't a good drinker after all, which i think is good huh ? so i'm neither an alcoholic, nor am i a smoker ! its a little obvious that i'm actually here trying to promote myself away... ha ha ~ so if you are interested in me, shout out to me at the tag box ! lols, a wishful thinking of mine. What if i'm really serious about you ? Friday, December 4, 2009, 6:02:00 PM
Walking Away
and it felt like as if someone was watching us, writing all this down. all this were so true, just read on and maybe you will feel the same way too... The title for this post is; "Walking Away." To all the girls who make mistakes… To all the guys who walk out… Sometimes we all have our questions. We seek for answers and we don’t seem to find any. Was it meant so? Should we make mistakes again and again so that we finally would realize what we are doing wrong? Do we actually realize what we are doing to people who love us? Do we know what they feel? What can we see in their eyes? What does their smile tell us? Is their heart talking to us? Do we understand? Do we feel? Do we know? Do we want to know? Sometimes things don’t work out the way we have hoped. And sometimes it is too late to change things. This article is for someone… someone like you or me, someone the next door, someone you know or someone you used to know. Read it and see if you can recognize yourself here. When she got to know you, you were there to understand her mind. You were meant to be together, fate always wanted both of you to stay forever… why are you holding back now? Don’t we all make mistakes? Isn’t love there to teach us about forgiveness? Aren’t we here to fight for people we love? Is it so easy just to let go in order not to hurt your own ego? She feels she is losing you. And it hurts. But more than that it hurts that you are not fighting to keep her. Her… The one who would rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. FOREVER... When she first fell in love with you, she couldn’t stand being apart with you for a week, then it was a day, and then an hour, and then a minute. Now, she can’t bear being away from you for a second. Her heart aches when you are both not together and it means it aches constantly. She longs to be with you again, she longs to feel your touch; she wants to meet your glance once again and find there the answers to all her questions. She wants to fall helplessly into your arms, and have you hold her there, close to you, forever she misses you a little … a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. Sometimes I wonder if love is worth fighting for, but then I remember her and I have my answers. Why are you crying now? Didn’t you know she loves you? Didn’t you know you are her life? Just because you don’t see her tears doesn’t mean they aren’t there. Just because she made one mistake it doesn’t mean she stopped loving you.
God made you and her and then He whispered, “Meant to be.” But if you don’t see it now, it maybe a little bit late. Because one day you’re going to wake up and realize that you truly love her. And she is going to be waking up next to the guy who already knew. |
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